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I’m full of holes, absolutely riddled. I’m mostly not here. Caught between a particle and a wave. Not knowing how I’m held together, but there is something solid here. I’ve banged my head against the wall enough trying to prove it.
Then I hold your hand and understand the universe.
Robert Ludemann is happy retired and that is the long and short to it.